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"traitor" isn't the right word, but it's the first word that comes to mind... [18 Oct 2006|03:36pm]
hi all, i'm still more or less in the land of the living, the only real reason i'm posting is to let everyone know i'm on myspace now, still under the same screenname, if any of you are on there too, you should look for me, i looked for most everyone else, but not much luck... hopefully i'll talk to you all again soon...

*your faithful servant*

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[31 Dec 2005|11:35pm]
yay!!! i'm back, again, yes i'm still with you all... i don't know why it's been so long, but i'll try to keep up with it better in the future... bear in mind that i've said this before... hope everybody's doing ok, obviously i have no life... half an hour to 2006, and i'm updating my LJ >_<

anyways, i think i'll go and have a drink, i'll make a real post next year ^_^

*your loyal servant*

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i'm on to you, little man... [18 Dec 2004|06:30pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]

well, i survived a friday night at the mall... though i think i owe it mostly to my support group of danielle, sarah, and jackie and her friend... they keep me safe, and give me someone to torture while we're there... i also saw a crapload of other people there that i wasn't expecting... but i got distracted and didn't spend my spencer's gift card, so that's still naggin' at me...

the movie was great though... got to see deanna, and sat relatively close, but the place was so packed that there wasn't much choice of place for groups of more than 2 >_< but i laughed so hard at the evil-ness-ness-ness, it made up for all the waiting and putting up with things ^_^ it's defenitely on my list of movies to buy...

in other news... i need a new hat...

*your loyal servant*


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i'm sorry, but i don't speak monkey... [16 Dec 2004|06:45pm]
[ mood | apathetic ]

well, still no new job... and still no good at cracker's... i'll be moving soon... not far, still in good ole' CR but i hate moving, so this will be a pain in the ass... other than that, A Series of Unfortunate Events comes out tommorrow... and i'm gonna go... i may be broke-ass poor, but that's one i've been waiting for for quite a while... plus i have a spencer's gift card burning a hole in my pocket... as much as i dread the mall on a friday night, i think i'll brave it... and tonight... brownies ^_^

i was asked to go see GWAR in concert on sunday... i kinda think i wanna go, but not sure if i'll feel like it... we'll see...

also, been talking to someone about getting on a training program and bulking up, could be interesting... or it could never happen...

*your loyal servant*


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and now i leave you to your.... moosey fate... [10 Dec 2004|05:30pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

back to looking for jobs... had a couple of tips, just hope one of them pays off... 'cause i'm gonna decapitate someone at cracker's...

other than that, nothing good is happening... i think i'm gonna go get chinese tonight... and then read and sleep the rest of the day away...

maybe i'll get out of the house tomorrow night after work... or maybe i could just grab an assault rifle and head over to the mall tonight and take care of the middle-school infestation...

mall = babysitter ???

i think the parents deserve my wrath much more than the kids, but i still wouldn't mind just taking them all out anyways...


*your loyal servant*


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ah, crippling alcoholism... [13 Nov 2004|11:40pm]
[ mood | bleaugh... ]

hmm... i meant to update when i got home from the concert, but it was 5am, and i had to work the next day... and then today too... i guess this is as soon after the concert as i had the energy and desire to post...

to sum it all up, "bad-ass"... can't wait 'til next year when they're in town again... i was on my feet for over 6 hours watching that concert and afterwards i still wanted to hang out and try to see the band backstage... after we met the entire band except for the lead singer, a roadie tipped us off that he was hanging out in a bar to the side of the club, so we went and found him there ^_^ i really wish i'd had a designated driver that night, because the guy i went with got a free beer from the guitarist, and got to do a shot with the lead singer >_< not to mention all of their signatures... i woulda gotten 'em too, but i really didn't have a use for them o_O

other than that, i've been sick, and i just want to go to bed and sleep now...

*your loyal servant*


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we're so crazy, we stayed up 'til 9:30 last night, and it was a school night!!! [08 Nov 2004|10:15pm]
[ mood | MUAA-HA-HA-HA-HAAA!!! ]

cradle of filth, thursday, tampa...

i'll be there ^_^

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[30 Oct 2004|11:55pm]
[ mood | temporarily amused... ]

conversations with SmarterChildCollapse )

that was fun, now i need a real person to torture...

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dyslexics untie!!! [30 Oct 2004|11:30pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

i live!!! for 24 years now!!! whee...

i worked all day, and i have to work tomorrow morning... and before then, i must construct some form of make-shift costume... so that i don't get sent home for not dressing up >_< stupid managers...

i went to the crystal river - lecanto football game last night, i got to see my dad, and a few others... cottonsong included... aside from the game being horrible and everyone who was supposed to go with me cancelling, i had fun ^_^ too bad that was the last game for both teams >_< i think i may try to go to more games with my dad next year...

hope everyone enjoys their devil's night, and escapes uncharred... also, halloween tomorrow... people who go trick-or-treating should share with me, because i love candy... but i'm lazy... ^_^

*your loyal servant*


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from now on, i'm describing myself as everybody's guilty pleasure... [22 Oct 2004|02:10am]
[ mood | meh... ]

i don't have a whole lot to update about... i like eating with chopsticks... i want a bunny... chocolate is tasty... fire is pretty...

also, i burned some incense tonight... i forgot how much i like that smell...

and then there's thisCollapse )

and then there's that other thing... you know... that thing that happened that one time, and that other guy was all like, "dude..." yeah, we should never let that happen again...

*your loyal servant*


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what the hell is a rant? [18 Oct 2004|10:25pm]
[ mood | out for blood... ]

< rant >

where in the hell do people get the idea that i'm not worthy of any kind of respect? i know i don't go around acting like a childish imbicile... i ask questions only when i genuinely want an answer... no i'm not stupid, and if you think i'm stupid for asking a question, then you can shove your snappy responses right up your ignorant ass... also, i know i look young, but i haven't been called 'kid' since middle school, and it happened to me today... a manager at work asked me to do something, someone else volunteered to do it, and the manager say, "well, i was asking this kid to do it." what am i twelve??? fuck you buddy, and the horse you're so high up on... he's lucky i didn't have to do it after that, 'cause i wouldn't have... yes, i would have jepordized my job over that little comment... i've done it before... i'm not going to apologize for having some pride in myself and i won't betray my own sense of honor just becuase your a jerk...

</ rant >

all that aside, i'm honestly going to kill someone this week... any volunteers?

*your loyal servant*


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i grow weary of your inane drivel. here, chase this ball off the cliff. [16 Oct 2004|04:45am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

don't have a whole lot to say, but when do i ever... i'm glad it's october... it's nice to see all the halloween decor and the crazy and cheap crappy costumes at stores... plus, all the candy... also, the weather is finally getting decent... i know i never go outside anyways, but it sucks to go from car to house, or vice-versa, and start pouring sweat in that short distance... i guess it wouldn't be so bad if i ever wore shorts, or if most of my shirts weren't black... but i don't own shorts that aren't for sleeping in... on the subject of things you really don't care about... i'm really excited and annoyed with the fact that my hair is starting to get longer... it's just about to hit an akward stage... i'll either get through it and have long pretty hair, or i'll have a shaven head again in about 3 weeks... i'll letcha know how that works out... in the meantime, i have movie suggestions for those who get bored with all the "main-stream" entertainment...

Returner - best japanese sci-fi i've ever seen; The United States of Leland - good indy film, nice philosophical theme, will make you think; Versus - another japanese, kinda samurai/fantasy movie, battle of good and evil and all that; Ginger Snaps - canadian werewolf movie... once you watch one, you'll probably have to watch all three, low budget, bad effects, but good story-lines; Dog Soldiers - british werewolf movie, best werewolf movie i've ever seen, suprisingly good effects, and a good twisty plot... i like werewolves ^_^

*your loyal servant*


it has been my experience that folks who have no vices have very few virtues... -- abraham lincoln
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mostly i just enjoy wasting other peoples' time... [12 Oct 2004|08:10pm]
[ mood | bored ]

it should rain more often... also, i don't like it when girls say, "we need to talk"... never a good sign...

i'm bored with this, and i can't think of anything to type... so i'll go watch some movies...

*your loyal servant*


remember: no matter how bad things get... i can always make it worse!!!
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[10 Oct 2004|01:38am]
apparently, i'm one of them...Collapse )

i enjoy cheese!!!
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keep this and all drugs out of the reach of children... [10 Oct 2004|01:10am]
[ mood | lethargic ]

one time i ate paste, then i threw the bat, and that tree just came outta nowhere... that's when the police showed up and the weener-dog said, "i thought i told you not to swing over the bar!" other times i just sit around and eat toast... and that's why i should be nominated for prom queen!!! ph33r tha l33t-nizz! r0x0r bishz!!!

must be at least this------------------------>
derranged to comment...
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you know, i can't claim to be a particularly generous person... but i do anyway... [06 Oct 2004|08:10pm]
[ mood | silly ]


ok, now that that's outta my system...

i rented a movie called Vlad with Billy Zane... only the box didn't really say what it was about or mention the fact that Billy Zane is barely in the movie... needless to say, that was one of the most craptastic movies in the history of bad vampire movies... i also got a japanese fight movie, but i haven't watched that one yet... and chinese food!!!! i am so happy, i could run up to a complete stranger, grab them by the ears, and scream at them until they realized my joy!!! realize it damn you!!! the joy!!!

and then...


i'm getting the hang of this serving thing... work is going well, i made the most money ever for a wednesday today, wasn't much, but it made me happy... if i work on halloween i'm supposed to dress up, only i can't think of a somewhat origional costume that won't be overly-elaborate, or too creepy to still get good tips, heh heh... i wish i still had my white contacts, but they got nasty and hurt my eyes... and replacements are insane, i don't know why they got more expensive 3 years later... babble babble babble... oh yeah, soon i'll be 24, scary eh? i still look and feel 16, heh heh... maybe someday i'll lose the peter-pan-syndrome, but for now i'll just enjoy it ^_^ and then i was in the movie theater and this guy was like, "oh, i got popcorn!" and i was like, "oh my god, wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!"

*your loyal servant*


i'm gonna sing the doom song now...
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i've only just begun to misplace my anger on that son of a bitch!!! [02 Oct 2004|11:59pm]
[ mood | blah ]

Ask me six questions. Any six, no matter how personal, private or random, I have to answer them honestly.

Then in turn, you have to post this message in your own journal.

also, i'm still alive...

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i don't want any of your damn coconuts!!! [29 Jul 2004|11:38pm]
[ mood | drunk ]

i don't know why i'm updating...

i don't know why i haven't for so long...

life has been odd... but i don't guess i should expect any less of my life... i've been places and done things... babies are born, older people die... work pisses me off and then it makes me happy... i make money, i spend money... i make a new friend, i reaquaint myself with an old one... who woulda guessed... people in this area should eat at crackers more... if i'm not there, boobookittie should be... she's waitress now, i'll be waiter soon... but for now i'm tipsy and need a shower... other than that, everything's ok... my fish is alive, and i got three new angel fish... lucifer(the second), gabriel, and azriel... plus the catfish... his name is kittie! heh heh... i'll update again soon... i promise...

*your loyal servant*


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this was all funny until the same thing happened to me... [22 Jun 2004|06:57pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]

well, i have a job now... still haven't sold my car... one of my fishies is sick, but everything else seems ok at the moment...

i also have another job offer(from my aunt) to manage a hotel/restaurant combo, but i'd have to move to tenessee, and i'm not so sure i wanna do that... i'd live rent free and have a gauranteed job once i got there, but i'd also probably be a half hour or more from the nearest store that's not also a gas station... oh well, i'm still thinkin about it...

i think i may start posting again, but i doubt i'll get into the full swing of replying to everyone elses posts for a while... i hope you are all enjoying your vacations or lack there of thoroughly...

*your loyal servant*


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and something's gotta go wrong, 'cause i'm feeling way too damn good... [21 May 2004|12:19pm]
[ mood | tired ]

gone for now... will return eventually... i always do...

in the meantime, if you know anyone who wants a silver 2002 mustang (manual 3.8L v.6), send me an email, or have them email me...

*your ever-disappearing servant*


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